I have had really hard time writing this one. I am on the edge of the precipice and there is no turning back. I am glad that there is no way to reverse my course. It would merely lead to the status quo. I am ready to leap. The changes that are coming are mind numbing. The number, the severity and the overall scope. This coming monday will resemble the previous monday in name only. The job will be different, the town, the dwelling, the surroundings, the emotions, everything. It is scary. It is invigorating. It is unstoppable. There will be no turning back. I have been doing my new job for 1 day. So far, I love it. The level of stress does not hold a candle to the previous job. The job is steady and constant. It is exactly what I need during this time of upheaval. I am at a loss for words. And that is something that doesn't happen often.
So, I will just go and experience it. It may not always be what we thought it was going to be, but until we start to take control of ourselves we will never have a say in it. I choose to turn this adventure into a positive, seminal moment.
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